面孔记录1——暖暖(en)
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暖暖是第一个被拍的女孩子。
她也是第一个加入QQ群，明确说要拍摄的。6月初的一个下午，我们约定在鼓楼见面。我去晚了。她和我们另外一个摄影师——电车男已经见面。我们去人定湖拍照，她执意去那里，说家里很乱，不好意思。
暖暖，这个女孩到北京刚刚一年。如同那些耳熟能详的故事那样，她毕业之后，随着自己的恋人——也就是她的师兄来到北京。他们在武汉读的大学，她学的是法律专业。她的这些故事，又如同所熟悉的故事那样：在来到北京之后，他们分手了。不过，暖暖说：“我最高兴的事情就是和男朋友分手了。”她笑着说这件事情的，随后又沉默了。
她说，因为性格不合才分手。她还说，那个男孩说不会变电话号码，会等着她的电话。当听到我们近乎残酷地说：“男人的话不可相信，否则母猪都要上墙了。”她更是坚决说，男朋友不会换号码。幸好，我们没有让她拨打男朋友的号码，虽然不知道会发生什么。暖暖指着自己的脑袋说：“我把他的电话号码删除了，可是这里还保存着。”
暖暖正在失业。她说，原来的单位来了新领导，由于不合，离开了。她认为，这个事情比较麻烦。不过，令她开心的是，她的心态一直很好：“今天早晨面试的那个马经理，还说从来没见过我这么心态好的。”她咯咯地笑起来，然后说，“心态不好又能怎么样呢？这个事情着急不得。”
她的老家在洛阳。她最难过的事情是，爸爸和妹妹来北京看她，送别的时候，感觉特别特别难过。说这些话的时候，暖暖都要哭了。她认为，自己在北京真孤独。她抚摸着手腕上的黑曜石说，这个是男朋友送的，是在某个庙里求的，当时她们互赠礼物。她希望，她的男朋友也同样戴着，不会褪去。
在我们拍摄的时间里，她有点紧张，放不开。她嘴角上边起了一个大火泡，说是最近和同事们吃火锅吃的。她还说，自己要减肥，妈妈认为她不好看。在去网吧里拿MP3导照片的时候，她说和朋友抢了一个玩具，很高兴，像个孩子那样笑起来。这一刻，她真漂亮。
时 间：2007年06月09日
地 点：人定湖公园
摄 影：阿三
文 字：阿三
Nuannuan was the first girl we photographed.
She was also the first person to join our QQ group and ask for photographing. We met her in an afternoon of early June. I was late for the appointment. She already there and met another photographer of our group, Trolley Man. We took photos in Rending Lake. She insisted on taking photos there. She was sorry for that we couldn’t photograph in her room because her room was in disorder.
Nuannuan has been in Beijing for just a year. Like most stories, she came to Beijing with her lover after graduation, who was also her schoolmate. They went to college in Wuhan. Her major was law. Her story sounds just like most stories. They broke up after they came to Beijing. However, she said breaking up with her boyfriend was the happiest thing. She told us this story with smile, but stopped talking after that.
She said the reason they broke up was that they were incompatible in character. She also said the boy wouldn’t change his cell phone number and would wait for her call. We replied with a cruel reality that all men were unbelievable. Hearing this, she was more resolute in that the boy wouldn’t change his number. Fortunately, we didn’t ask her to call the boy’s cell phone, although we were not sure about what was going to happen. Nuannuan pointed to her head and said , I deleted his cell phone number, but it remains sharply engraved on my mind.
Nuannuan lost her job at that time, for she had a new boss but got on bad with him. So she quit the job. She thought this was a trouble. But she was happy that she was an optimist. “The manager Mr. Ma who interviewed me this morning said he’s never seen someone so optimistic before”, she said with laugh, “A negative mind doesn’t change anything. A watched kettle never boils.”
Luoyang was her home state. Nothing was so sad as to see off her father and sister who came to visit her in Beijing. She felt very sorry to say goodbye. When talking about this, she was going to cry. She felt very lonely in Beijing. She caressed obsidian bracelet round her wrist and said this was from her ex-boyfriend. It was got from a temple. They gave parents to each other then. She hoped that her ex would also wear the bracelet and not take it away.
During our photographing, she was a little bit nervous. She had a big vesicle round her lips. She thought that’s because she had a hot pot with her colleagues. She also wanted to lose some weight, for her mother didn’t think she is pretty. When we went to an internet bar to take photos from MP3, she said she fought for a toy with her friend. She thought that’s pleasing and laughed like a baby. She was pretty at that moment.
Time: June 9, 2007
Place: Rending Lake park
Photograher: A San
Writer: A san
Translator: Lucia Zhou