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2009年05月18日 @ 22:58:03 16 条评论 »她在打鼓:“咚、咚咚、咚”。她沉浸在这种氛围之中,伴随着音乐的节奏,双手交替拍击,摇头晃脑,面露微笑,自得其乐。
去年,她的状态不好,不愿意再次回忆。本来就是闲在家中,上班两周后又辞职,独自背包去云南。当看到当地居民怡然自得,晒太阳的情景,触动颇深。人生怎么都是一种选择。她又去四川。在途中的十字路口,碰到活佛。问如何选择?活佛指引她去寺庙,海拔4000米高佛学院。她又在那里呆了两周。
冲下山来给家里电话。下山一小时,上山一小时,由于处高原地带,她上气不接下气,气喘吁吁。听妈妈质问,又去哪里了,怎么还在折腾?这对她而言,不是折腾的过程,是寻找的过程。要找到自我。最终认为,一切皆由心生。
回来之后,她继续做媒体,采访时喜欢看对方的眼神,从中窥探出对方的心理状态。那些事业有成的中年人,总能让她学习到更多。
她去学鼓。认识了一帮搞摇滚的朋友。认为玩乐是能量的释放。相反,读书是收集能量的过程。
被朋友说小资。她认可这个词汇,但前提是,将这个词汇中不好的成分剔除掉,保留好的含义——对语言的理解不同,立场不同,怎么说都好。她常常说,都好,都好。写稿时,喜欢找一家环境不错的咖啡厅,那样,身心舒畅。
再过几十年,她想成为那种优雅的女人。这是需要用时间和智慧来成就的,是读很多书,见多识广才能从容不迫,游刃有余的形象。她知道自己在一个寻找的过程中,未来将会抵达目标。
时 间:2009年05月14日
地 点: 五道口
文 字: 阿三
摄 影: 阿三
She is beating the drum”rub-tat,rub-tat,rub-tat”.Immersed in the mood,she beats to the music with her hands alternately and rocks her head,smiling pleased.
Last year,she was off form.She is unwilling to remember that.First she stayed at home,then she resigned after working for two weeks and went backpacking in Yunnan.She was deeply touched when she saw the local residents basked in the sun peacefully.Life is a choice.She went to Sichuan.At a crossroads on the way,she met a living Buddha and asked him how to choose.The living Buddha guided her to the temple which was a Buddhist academy at an altitude of over 4,000 meters above the sea level.She lived there for another two weeks.
She went down the mountain in a haste and called home.It took one hour to climb upward the hill and another hour to come down.As it was the plateau,she gasped for breath.Her mum questioned where she had been and why she was still messing about .As for her,it was not messing about but a journey of discovery,to find her self. Eventually she concluded that mind was the source of everything.
When she returned,she continued in the media field.During interview,she likes to see into the interviewees’ eyes and read their mind.Those successful midlle-aged people always teach her a lot.
When she learned to play the drums,she got acquainted with some friends who were with the rock band.She thinks play is the release of energy.On the contrary.study is the absorption of energy.
Her friends call her petty bourgeois lady.She accepts the word on the pretext that its negative meaning is removed and the positive part is maintained.Since people have different understanding and position on the meaning of the word,it is acceptable to express opposite opinions.She often says that it is fine.When she writes,she is used to find a coffeehouse with a pleasant environment where she can relax herself.
She longs to become an elegant woman after scores of years.To be a lady like that needs time and wisdom.She has to read lots of books,become experienced and knowledgeable,and deal things calmly with great ease.
Time:May 14,2009
Location:Wudaokou
Text:A San
Photographer:A San
Translator: Carrie


