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她和一个女生同住。房租1200元，两人分摊。她们租的是三室两厅，其余两室住着两个女生、一个男生。

她是天津人。刚毕业两年，在西安一所大学修市场营销。毕业后去深圳一家公司的天津分部做市场。男朋友在北京的手机企业做管理。两人经常见面。

她拒绝公司把自己调动到深圳的工作安排，只想和男朋友在一起。于是2008年3月辞职来到北京。在售楼处呆了3个月。这是非常变态的工作，要全身心的投入，以魔鬼训练的方式推销楼盘。有声乐专业的人嗓子坏了。有人每个月赚上万元。有人卖着卖着就跟大款房主跑了。有人离婚了。每天重复上千遍的车轱辘话。经常开会到晚上2～3点。住在郊区。每周一休息一天。周日晚上到男朋友那里已经11点。第二天自己上街逛逛，中午与男友吃饭，下午又要赶到售楼处。

她无可忍受，觉得生活不只是赚钱，辞职了。现在一家IT公司做商务助理。

男友前几个月去了南方，去基层锻炼，要巡店和经销商打交道。他有长久规划，希望在工作上有所成就，才能谈婚论嫁。一谈到买房子，两人意见不合，现在避免谈论这个话题。

经常通电话，视频聊天。但总觉不如见面。

她觉得，没有感情支撑，自己在北京就没有根，是漂泊的。男友曾建议去长沙安家，她倒是觉得，除了房子贵、工资少之外，北京挺好的。想着工作的未来发展，最好能做到产品层面。周末两天呆在家里，上网，看电影，守着网店卖衣服，生意刚起步。

身后的小熊是男友送的。他说打开塑料包装后，等灰落满了就会回来。

时间：2009年8月22日

地点：安德路

摄影：阿三

She lives with a girl.The monthly rent is 1,200 yuan and they go shares.The apartment has three bedrooms and two living rooms .The other two rooms are occupied by two girls and one boy.

She is from Tianjin.She has graduated from school in Xi’an for two years,majoring in marketing.After she left school,she concentrated on sales in a division of Shenzhen’s company in Tianjin.Her boyfriend was an administer in a cellphone companies.They frequently meet each other.

She rejected the company’s decision to transfer her to Shenzhen since she wanted to stay with her boyfriend.In March of 2008,she resigned and came to Beijing.She worked in the sales office for 3 months.It was a demanding job which required the salesmen to devote to sell buildings heart and soul and the employees were subjected to discipline to sell houses.

The voices of people specializing in vocal music went off.Some earned 10,000 yuan per month.Some repeated the same words day after day.At that time,she often had a meeting till 2 p.m. or 3 p.m..She lived in the suburb.Every week she could rest for only one day.Every Sunday evening she got where her boyfriend lived at around 11 o’clock.The second day she went shopping, had lunch with her boyfriend and rushed to the sales office in the afternoon.She couldn’t bear life like this any more.Money isn’t everything in life,therefore she resigned.Now she is an assistant in an IT company.

Her boyfriend left for the south a few months ago.He went down to do grass-roots work,visiting stores and mixing with dealers.He has long-term plans,hoping to get married after he makes some achievement in work.they are at odds.Now they both avoid this topic.

They often talk over phone and make video online communications,but she would rather talk face-to-face.

In her view，she would be drifting， rootless，in Beijing without the support of love.Her boy friend had advised that they live in Changsha,but she thought Beijing was a good place to stay except that the houses were expensive and her work paid little.As for work,she wanted to do work related to products.At the weekend,she stayed at home surfing the net,watching movies,selling clothes in her online shop which had just started.

The bear behind her was a gift from her boyfriend.He said after it was unpacked,he would be back before it was covered with dust.

Time：Aug.22,2009

Location:Ande Road

Photographer:A San

Translator: Carrie

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